Tez walked down the road in his dream.
It was a slate-blue with little glimmers under the full moon. He had walked
a long time but wasn’t tired. With a deep breath he panned the skies, the
horizon and the undulating road beckoning him, ever forward. He walked
on with hardly a sound around, just the minimal interchange between his
boots and the tarmac. Tez woke up.
He angled his neck and back slightly
and squinted at the alarm clock that lay beside his pillow.
My clock lies
beside my pillow.
It goes "tick tock"
but can it say "hello"?
Jumping out of bed to shake it off,
lonely Tez pulled on his jeans and strode over to the half open window
allowing his senses to explode.
It was a fine day. Quiet, but for the
sounds that would be heard on a typical Sunday afternoon, a dog’s bark
here, the hum of an air-conditioner there, splashing in the pool beyond.
Tez stretched his arm and back till
the blunt cracking sound signified a start to the day’s business.
Refreshed and smarting pleasantly from
the hot shower, he poured himself a glass of coffeemilk and sat by the
window in the mid-afternoon sunshine. The cold milk cooled his insides
even as the sun braised him lightly.
Tez looked out the window at the fragrant
white sheets trying to grab the breeze in a sail, missing, holding, sliding,
in other words, flapping about. He saw one loosen from the clothesline
and hold on precariously, albeit rather lazily.
The satin sheet languorously falls
to rest in orgasm on the prickly
grass.
Tez sat there with his glass of milk
halfway to his lips and the fingers of the breeze frozen in his hair at
mid-tousle as the white sheet broke and fell…languorously.
The doorbell rang.
It startled Tez. Not so much out of
his reverie as the fact that someone had actually found their way to his
door, rung his doorbell, consciously, perhaps even had some business with
him personally?
Tez strode over to the front door with
long slow steps and peered out of the magic-eye. It didn’t get to be used
much and was probably flibbering about with a sense of self-awareness as
he looked through it.
It was the mailman! Now, Tez couldn’t
conceal his astonishment at the goings-on anymore. The mailman! He struggled
to create an attitude to deal with this situation, and after much debate
at speeds-unbelievable he picked suspicion.
The mailman was getting impatient,
he had many more summons to deliver. The door opened a crack and a suspicious
eye under an arched eyebrow glared at him.
"Yee-ees?"
The mailman brusquely said, "Tez Waldendos"?,
and tersely thrust a boring looking envelope into Tez’s reflexively outstretched
hand without waiting for an answer and was two doors down before Tez could
spit out "Who wants to know?".
With an inward sigh, he shut the door
and tore open the envelope. Glancing at the cover he noticed it was from
some association he had never heard of. Inside unfolded a printout (obviously
a form letter he realized heart-a-sinking) with his name added in ink.
It was a summons. To appear in front
of the local court to testify that the association was satisfactorily doing
its job for its residents. After a bit of analysis-and-deduction, he realized
it was an association of people, residents in this apartment complex who
raised funds and used them for stuff like fixing leaky faucets and keeping
the pathways doggy-doo free.
Bitterness not being a part of his
makeup, it was all Tez could do to try and twist his lips into a wry smile.
Wry smile, dry smile,
a wizened, wise heart, a barren empty mind.
Tez walked over to his refrigerator
while pondering if this meant that he was alive after all. "I mean", he
thought," if my presence is required to validate something that is, like,
normal and existent…".
Shaking his head he opened the fridge
door and got hurled back by an odorous assault. Now Tez was sure that he
was alive. He purposefully went to the closet (like regular people!) and
pulled out and put on his shirt. Took his keys off the fridge and headed
out into the sunshine.
He walked across the grassy mound that
spread out between the buildings, past the white sheet that smelled like
grass and sunshine and perfumed detergent, clean, rivalling the sun as
best a sheet could, past the kids on their cycles and the wafting voices
of two old women, past the million individual objects that added up to
a whole that didn’t pierce his understanding and rounded the corner into
the marketplace.
The marketplace was buzzing with sounds
of trade and gossip. There were fruitsellers in the corner, and butchers
at the other end alongside chinaware and wooden knickknacks. Stationers
and seamstresses breathed the same air as hairdressers and grocers. But
Tez wanted fresh milk, interesting how he hadn’t noticed the stink in the
morning, and he wanted some some hot bread and meat. Passing the fruitsellers,
he wondered how it would look if the the fruits were all sprung up in the
air by an invisible hand thumping the carts from below, the oranges and
lemons tossed up, bouncing off each other, the peaches and pomogranets
splatting and cleaving and spilling their insides as the plums burst into
riotous purple over it all.
As he was staring at an event that
wasn’t happening, Tez bumped into a group of men who were standing around
talking as regular people are wont to do. He mumbled an apology, and caught
one man stating that he too had got a summons from the court to testify
about the association’s performance this past year. "I got one of those
too!", Tez exclaimed involuntarily. "Oh, you did eh? Well looks like we
all got to waste a few precious hours at the courthouse this week." . Tez
gasped inwardly with amazement, he was actually engaged in a mundane conversation
with a real man! It was incredible. He was about to say something in reply,
but the conversation shifted to the weekend’s game.
Tez hung about for a few seconds and
then moved on to the sandwiches-n-dairy outlet when he realized the flukiness
of the phenomenon he had just been a part of.
What gave them all that sense of purpose,
that raison-d-etre, why did they never ask why , how did they deal with
the nothingness of everyday life, their mundane concerns a mystery to Tez,
their lack of fear at the ephemeral quality of human life, the urge to
grasp the entire star-filled universe into his human-size palms unique
to him…how did they be? He squinted down at his shoes, and found
the answer.
My shoe isn’t blue, coz it do what
it s’posed to.
* * *
Tez pressed ctrl-S on his keyboard,
and sat back with a sigh. Not bad for a morning’s work. He took a printout,
grabbed an apple and headed out to the park, where old Mrs. Timmons would
be coming out to feed the ducks and Jerry Garcia would be floating in an
invisible haze between the bunchy cotton clouds.
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